Tuesday April 10

So, what started out to be a stellar day quickly reversed directions. My situation at school continues to be unresolved and it seems there is nothing I can do about it. How frustrating is that? Can you see the target on my back? If so, please take it off!!!! Because I am a compulsive stress eater, guess what I did? Yup, that's right, I buried myself right into the food in the lounge. I started with some Cinnamon Almonds - pretty good choice all things considered, then it was a mini snickers, then another and then a brownie in addition to my very healthy planned lunch. Then this afternoon it was two more 100 calorie bags of almonds. I went off to class dreading the 3 hour lecture prepared to be strong! One success to report there - though the only real triumph was that I didn't fall asleep. Once home to an empty house, those Brach's jelly beans were too much to resist! Now as I write, I am enjoying some Townhouse crackers in lieu of dinner since I am too far into my pity party to consider cooking dinner! As Scarlet O'Hara said so beautifully, "Tomorrow is another day!"